this is the last timehow can i tell myself that i don't care?this is the last time
that's like saying water doesn't run downhill.
but this is the last time.
i will not let you torment me like this.
i want you to know how much i hate you and that i wish with all my heart i had never met you.
i want you to know that no matter what i say you will always be the most important person in my life.
i want you to know that i still fucking cry for you, even though i don't want to.
i want you to know that i want to die every time i think about how i left things. or even if i think of you at all. &nb
neveri will never open up to you again i will never tell you how much i miss you again i will never admit that i cry for you i will never admit that it breaks my heart when you talk about her i will never allow you to laugh at me i will NEVER read this to you i will hide behind my sarcasm and the insults we throw at each other i will mock you just as you mock me i will call you less and less i will never give myself to another person i will be alone for the rest of my days i will tell myself that no one is worth it...never
and i will never hurt again
10 things i hate about you.i hate the fact that without you all i can do is cry. i hate the fact that you don't seem to care at all,even though i hope with all my heart that you do. i hate the fact that it hurts to breathe and i can't feel my chest. i hate the fact that i care so fucking much. i hate that my eyes feel all scratchy and my throat hurts from sobbing over you. i hate that it was the last day and you wouldn't even talk to me. i hate the fact that i'm teering up over that even now. i hate the fact that you make me feel like this. i hate you. and i hate the fact that i can never get you back.10 things i hate about you.
Scorpius
SillyLittleUnrelentingTormentAmazing the power of the solitary. And now it’s tomorrow and my telephone is silent and betraying. I want thumbtacks in my mouth and a girl in my heart.SillyLittleUnrelentingTorment
Dreams of the forgotten highs and desires of the hidden agendas.
“Do you cry when you think about it?”
Not at all. I laugh. Oh how simple the ending would be, the completion of the book I never wrote. The curtain call. The dial tone. The final supper. The witching hour of my heart.
And he’s right. Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see.
And it does all work out.
And it doesn’t
Don't TripBoy, don't you be trippin. Ya had your chance Ya threw it away Now your trippin Cause ya want it and it ain't there Boy don't bother cause trippin aint gunna get ya nowhereDon't Trip
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